It was a day I shall never forget. He left without a word.
I still remember vividly that fateful day, I got home from school. I only saw my grandma sitting in the hall. I felt very weird and asked her: '' Where is everybody?'' She told me my parents, uncle and younger brother had rushed to the hospital as my third brother met with a car accident and was sent to hospital emergency unit. I had much mixed feeling after I heard it, I was close to tears then hiding in the bathroom and cried bitterly.
After a few hours, there have two policemen came to my house, they took out a piece of paper asked me whether wasit my brother's name and Ic number and told me that this person died an hours ago. I was bawling my eyes and crying at the top of lungs.
My grandma hold me closed and she was crying too. I really thought that my brother would be fine and come back but it's not going to be a really. I was afraid to tell my parents because they are still on the way to the hospital. It was too risky!
Towards night, my mother at the other end of the line sadly told me that brother had dead, her anguish voice could be heard on the phone. I hope that I can stays by her side at the time.
Early next morning, we took brother's body there. I went up and gazed sadly at his pale face and cold body in the coffin. My tears just flowed. I still didn't believe it was true! How could a sixteen years old bear that sadness!! It was a first time I saw my family and all of my brother's friends and my mom crying in agony. My dad hugged me tightly and said ''we shall never see him again!'' It seemed to shoot an arrow through my heart.
My brother was still young, only 19 years old. It was very painful to know that no one was by his side at the very moment of his death.I was very hate that car driver who caused this accident!!
Why my brother had passed away he still can laughed and without any guilt and uneasy?
He just worried about his car was destroyed. My mom told me the details, my brother took a trip to Pulau Redang with his friends by car, my brother's friend was speeding and cross over the other side of the route. A truck appeared in front of them out of the blue and they didn't have time to stop hence got hit by the truck.He in order to self-defence, so put my brother sat position turn to the front of the truck.Crashed into my brother directly, his whole body was clamp by the truck. He was still sleeping at that time, be hit also don't know.
In the hospital, that driver told my mom and dad his driver's license has took for a few years, is actually P license just take a month more.It make me really want to scold and beat him a lesson!! But there was nothing that we could do but prayed that God helped us to go through this sadness.
After he passed away, I lost my appetite for a few days and cried in the quilt everynight. It left a scar in my heart and painful memories cost a shadow in my young. Destroying all the sense of security that I had. I often associate darkness with unhappy events. I thought these injuries and wounds inscribed in my heart will remain me forever.
I remembered the happy memories we being together. I treasured the things that he had left for me, the pictures we had taken together, which I would cherish forever. I would never, ever, forget the day he left us.
May God bless him and may his soul rest in peace.
